Searching for the “Fix”
Searching for the “Fix”
November 6, 2019
As I am starting this blog, I am on a new path in my journey on health and wellness. This time, it has been better than it ever has been in my life. Now, I say “this time” because in the time that I began my journey (in health, wellness, and fitness), I have probably tried every kind of diet or nutrition regimen that you could think of (I will share more in different blog posts that are to come).
When I was 16, I was going into my junior year of high school, and I knew that this was going to be my first year on the Varsity basketball team. My coach had approached me the year before and told me, “We want you in the best shape you can be in, so that we don’t have to take you off of the floor”. Well to a new team member on the varsity for the coming year, I definitely took on the challenge. But over that summer, and getting into my first relationship ever (yes, EVER), I was in worse shape than I had ever been in my life. My whole life I was unaware of what eating healthy was, and I would have not touched a salad with a 30 foot pole (literally). My basketball habits year-round kept me in decent basketball shape, but in no way was I healthy. When August of that year came around, and school started back up quickly, my basketball skills and abilities had slowed down even quicker.

From that October of that year, until the January of the next year (so all of basketball season, yes its the longest season in my eyes), I lost 50 pounds. Yes, 50 pounds. If you would have seen me before the weight loss, you would have thought that I had some decent muscle mass on me and that I would be strong at a smaller weight (I was just strong because I had a lot of mass, go figure). HA! When I got down to 155 (the smallest I have ever been in my adult life), you would not have recognized me. I had no muscle, only what had been built from small basketball workouts and what I had built from running a million down and backs for 2 hours after school each day in practice. I was tiny.

I was not ready for this kind of reaction from my body as a response to the terrible eating I had done the summer before. With wanting to have as much play time as a junior on the varsity, I knew that this was NOT going to cut it for me. The October of my junior year in 2015, I decided to make a major lifestyle change. I went from eating probably everything under the sun, to eating literally only clean vegetables and lean protein (at very proportioned sizes). Before making this major change, I had no idea what a calorie was, I had no idea of the impact that sugar, gluten and dairy had on your body and its ability to function (I still did not gain knowledge on a lot of these things until recently this year). I had no idea what it looked like to be healthy, have clear skin, sleep good, have a great mental clarity, and so much more.

A lot of people I had gone to school with my whole life didn’t even recognize me around the halls. There were many double takes happening every time we changed classes, and it was all so strange to me. I went from being the bigger, third wheel, and funny friend…to the hot, quiet girl on the basketball team that no one could even recognize anymore! This kind of attention was something that I did not know how to handle at the time. I can just see my sweet self now, back then. Totally confused why all eyes were on me now, ALL THE TIME. Man I love that girl. Totally naive to the things that she would influence others to do and totally unaware of the waves that she would make in her life.

When I lost the weight, I honestly had no idea what I was still doing at that point in regards to calorie awareness or anything like that. All I was majorly focused on was staying away from major carbs, sugar, dairy, gluten and anything that in my mind “would make me fat again”. Looking back, that is not a great relationship with food. I firmly believe that I was scared to be the third wheel again, and I never wanted to eat or even think about anything that would make that happen again.
I give y’all this brief story about my health journey at the beginning, to be vulnerable and show y’all how my perspectives on food, health, fitness and wellness have changed over the past four years. I just wanted y’all (yes I say y’all way too much, I am a Texan, y’all should say it too), in short to understand where my perspectives towards being healthy first began. I created this blog because I want to share the things that I have personally learned and grown through in the past four years that have been life changing and eye opening (in regards to health and wellness).

In my blog, I will be writing about what small changes one can make to their diet that can improve your skin, mental clarity, anxiety, stomach issues, bloatedness, weight gain, etc. I will also be sharing on how to make healthy choices when away from home, out on dates or even on vacation! Being healthy is a lifestyle, not a diet. When we live the lifestyle, we implement it into everything that we do. Another large topic I will be covering is GUT HEALTH. Many people do not understand the importance of gut health and what can happen to your body if your gut is not in good shape. I am excited to share on these topics and share simple lifestyle changes that can improve your life forever!
Since it is the fourth anniversary of me saving my own life (in my opinion), I am loving reminiscing on these past four years of my health journey. One of the biggest things I love about health and wellness, is that there is no end game. Of course you can function at your best, eat your best, and do everything right. But there is always more to learn and always space to grow in every area of your health. I truly believe that our journey in health, fitness and wellness, is a continued journey throughout our lives. Imagine only being 4 years in, I cannot wait to see what I learn in 10, 20 and 30 years in. I am further looking forward to sharing more of my story with these other topics and how they correlate.
Thank y’all!!
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I recently found this picture on Instagram, but I believe it is so true! A couple meals out of a lot will not hurt you.





